There is Light at the End of Every Tunnel

Saturday, July 24, 2010

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Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie.
After you sprain your ankle a few times your joints and ligaments grow accustom to the pain and the pain grows more and more dull each time you sprain it until finally you don't even notice you have a sprain until you hear the clicking and slight pressure. Can your heart feel that way. After someone hurts you so much time after time eventually do you grow accustom to that pain until they can't break you? If only it was that simple. I may come off as someone who doesn't feel but I do. Damn I'm probably oversensitive..ehh maybe not.
Any who there is someone out there that I let hurt me and my body never adjusted to the pain. When he stabs me in the heart I still feel it even though he's hurt me so many times. Why did you let him hurt you so many times you may ask.. Honestly I don't know.
I know one thing; HE WILL NEVER HURT ME AGAIN.
Sometimes you just have to let go and during that we say things we don't mean.
Apparently I mean/meant nothing to him and we were never really in a relationship anyway.
He had his "asshole vindictive face" So I knew he was lying.
I finally did it! I told him everything I ever felt like saying. He didn't deserve me. That I love him but that it didn't mean shit because I need to love myself more and that by loving him I was killing myself inside..that he was killing me.
It's really really over. I know alot of people think that we're not done for good but we are. I am not weak. No man or woman should have so much power over your body that you physically get sick when you have to let them go.
Once when I asked," why do you do these things to me?" You replied, "becuase I know that you will always forgive me."
I could even be mad at you because it was true. I would forgive you everytime.. Im forgiving you right now.
You are forgiven... but I will never forget.
Maybe I'm being a little cruel by having nothing to do with you but I need time to heal. Plus after what happened between us three days ago I doubt I can face you without kicking you in the balls. I know I probably hurt you but for you it was a mere scratch but what you left on me doesn't even compare.. Will you pay for my heart transplant?
Yeah, you say that I've hurt you, and your voice is like a prayer
Yeah, well maybe I hurt you sometimes, but let's contrast and compare
Lift up your shirt, the wound isn't there.

Lady Pimp...Maybe
Slut...Never...
True to myself.... ALWAYS
Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby please come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though

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